productivity blues

hey salty

I am my own worst enemy

seriously

just when I thought I had paper moon cd sorted, I go and write more material

that is like

way more credible than the other bullshit

now I don't know what to do

whether to just scrap it all and start anew

or just least it the way it is

I genuinely think the 5 or 6 songs ive written the last three days are 100x better than everything else I've written collectively over the last three years

but that'll probably change tomorrow

It's hard to explain

I just wasnt as inspired before as I am now

like

I never used to really believe what I was writing

it was all venting from like a sub-conscious level

everything I've written in the past week is so much more raw and intimidating

and I like it, I think

I'm playing at the heritage hotel for the first time in like ever next friday

so I'm going to road test everything

I'll let you know how it is goes

love salty